Finally ready (but I don't think I was).

While I was doing Eadie's hair for church yesterday I asked her if she was ready to get it cut yet. She has grown very attached and was never ready to cut it when I asked. After talking for a few minutes she decided she was ready. So we planned to cut it that night. It has been years since she's had a hair cut. I don't even know how long it's been, but it's been a long time. I got things all ready and when it was time to actually cut it, I really didn't want to. I guess I didn't realize that I have grown really attached to her hair too. After doing it every day and brushing it and washing it and everything else I really liked it being long. It looks really cute and it will be much easier to take care of now, but every time I see it part of me just wants to cry. It seems almost like a little part of her is gone. Her long dark hair was just her. It just fit! Now it's a different Eadie Gwen and I'm missing the old one. It will definitely take some getting used to.