Realization.....

It's so interesting how life changes. I remember when I was having my babies and I couldn't imagine a time that I would feel like I was finished having kids and not want to have a baby anymore. It was one of the hardest decisions I made, after Alton was born to get my tubes tied. I was so worried that I would regret my decision and want to have more kids.
Several friends and aquaintances have had babies lately. They are such a miracle. But there is not one little part of me that wants to go back to that phase of life. Babies are so much work and I love sleep too much to want that again.
I'm so thankful for my own "babies", it is amazing to watch them blossom right before my eyes. They are each at there own individual stages and it's so fascinating to watch them change. I'm so glad that I get to be a Mom!